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Saturday, 9 May 2009
It is true; I can hardly think straight when you're around. Hence, when you ask me something my mind always go blank and qskxadjapnvs..
In anyways, you asked what was different right? And why I felt sad? I thought about it (LOL right, yes I know I knowwww!) wondering why too.. (This obviously shows how I need time to think things over)
And now I know why. At least methinks so anyways.
It was when you hugged me and all. Something felt so distinctly different. How do I know? Well, it's kinda inexplicable.. But I kinda can tell from there on that you don't love me anymore. Or need me rather like you used to? Hmmmzzzxzxzx.
When you hugged me and held my hands, I felt like you honestly didn't want to.. Like you pitied me or something for my inability to move on like you could. It was like a wake-up call for me and I guess that was why I kinda broke down a bit in the train. I feel like theee most dim-witted girl in the universe to be so stuck on you. So stuck in the past. When you're not.
Isn't it ironic? Just when I realized just how much I loved you, you realized that you don't need me in your life anymore. It's so, so very idiotic of me. *sighs* It's kinda too late to dwell upon it really.
But no worries, I am slowly picking up the remnants of this so-called broken heart. I am alright, just so you're wondering. You, referring to any reader/s. Lol. V^_^V
Now I so agree when people say, life's a bitch. It really is.
